Alright, I confess. Everytime I see her, I get this really deep sensation in me (no, not THERE...). Behold! I found my One True Desire™!
Why do I term it the One True Desire™? Let's break it down into manageable parts:
One - meaning uno, the only, number right after zero (0)
True - not false, the truth, no doubt about it
Desire - subject of craving for something/someone
So there, I've got this one really really sacred/deep/undeniable/cross-my-heart-and-hope-to-die desire. It's a someone!
She's this sweet sweet girl who had some links to major parts of my life! Example:
- She was the same class as me in KINDERGARTEN...yes folks...the nursery school (didn't know this till very late)
- Heard of her since High School (she was another bloke's girl that time....feck she still IS another bloke's girl)
- We go to the same university (granted, I didn't get that much of a chance to talk to her)
- She lives very near my place
- She bumped into me in front of my house
- I bumped into her in front of her house (swear to God I'm not a stalker! I was there for an evening stroll!)
- I sent her flowers on one of her birthdays (to her office too....)
- Bumped into each other in a wedding
No, I believe it's not love. It's also not entire lust either. It's just a desire. But heck it's helluva desire!